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♥ Sunday, January 28 ♥
anyone can break my heart,and it hurts..but seriously,nothing can beat the hurt you've cause me. it tormented me inside.. i've never lived with someone my whole life. and i never expected to be hurt by you. i looked up to you, you advised me when i broke up with Juon, you talked to me,i trusted you. i thot you were the man of my life, a dad i could trust.. you've hurt me dad, you've hurt me.. no one knows how badly it hurts, i've spent my entire life living under the same room. and seriously,i've never expected this to happen. not to me.. how can it be.. me?? me?? its fucking me!!! i cant change things now, what has happened has happened. my heart is broken,and i'm lost... i've lost my trust in you. lost my faith... and now,how can i ever get into a relationship.. with this immense fear.. sighs  left her thoughts ♥ 1:07:00 AM
♥ Thursday, January 25 ♥
daddy,you really broke my heart.not once,not twice,but many times... i thought you love me,i thought you love mummy. don't you dad?don't you?? please tell me you do.. please stop doing whatever you are doing. i'm not gonna tell mum, please think of me,pleasae think of her. please think of us as a family. stop seeing HER. i beg you... i still love you,mummy too.. so please dad please... dont break this family apart... i don't want to suffer alone... i can lose everything,but not you nor mum... please..... left her thoughts ♥ 11:34:00 AM
♥ Thursday, January 18 ♥
As usual,another busy week and the school's open house isn't makin it any better. but meeting up with the childhood kiddos made my week a lil better. i'm glad these meetings are weekly. and i know these friends are so gonna stay friends for long.. =) and Carls Jr is like OMG, just 5 bites and i'm friggin full. we had like a feast la.. gorged ourselves,burgers,onion rings,criss crossed fries..chili beef fries. i felt like the "BIG MAC" movie re-anactment... i feel so fat!! then again,i'm fat.. boohoo!!! now,for the pictures galore... @ vivo city  von,me and jia hua...  the coolies!!  von,shuling,jia hua and me..  the girls....  yay!!  what was i doing??  love em!!  look at jia hua's elephant legs!!  the cool bunch!!  the girls again  look at don so cute!  was i pouting?  von and me..  me and the guys..  jia hua and me.. the reunion of the ex pri 5F/6F has been a memorable one. its nice to keep in close contact. and its nice to talk about the silly things we did.. i truly enjoyed it.
left her thoughts ♥ 10:56:00 PM
♥ Saturday, January 13 ♥
alright,as pathetic as i may sound.i'm not that wrecked la. this term's common test was hell.. i tried somethin new, that was to study all my modules with a friend.. and i strongly believe that i should stick to studyin alone. it'd do me great. T h u r s d a y went to media corp for The Dancefloor auditions with aaron and met up with the dancesports folks.. Melvin and Sharon were the 1st group to dance. and boy they were H O T.. i was screaming my lungs out for them.. and we were the best and the strongest supporters for that night. after the audition, me and aaron headed to J8 to have dinner/supper. sweet lil fella... and he walked me home... =) F r i d a y school was tiring,had to cancel 2 of my tuition classes for a make up class in sch. and after sch i met up with The Boy, shall still call him "The Boy" because he is still as great after what happened. and no,we're not together.for many who assume that we're together. WE ARE NOT TGT.. i don't go for younger kids,sorry.. left her thoughts ♥ 1:43:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, January 10 ♥
Primary 5F/6F Gathering....been busy as a bee. bee bee bee bee.. -_-" i finally took a little breather yesterday. met up with my Pri sch mates.. went K box-ing. had alot of fun! it was seriously great to get to see you guys once again.. now that we've all grown up.. =) cant wait for our next meeting next wed.. =)  lee rock,jia hua,me and yvonne @ K box  i almost left me outta the picture!!  the guys..  us again!!  dondon,lee rock,me and shuling jie..  the girls...  =) and after K-Boxing, we ate our night away... and snapped the hours away..  i've never seen so much food before...  are we gonna finish it??  i guess we did...  know whats the best thing? NO one took the photos for us.. we are our own photographers!!  its just me and the guys!!!  again again!!  the girls again!!! thanks for the wonderful time... brings back memories of when we were in primary school. anyway,it was really really great catching up with them again.. Primary 6F.. Donkey years ago.. and the friend who are gonna be friends for life... =) i'm so glad... how could i ask for more?? left her thoughts ♥ 3:48:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, January 3 ♥
Hurt-Christina Aguilera Seems like it was yesterday When I saw your face You told me how proud you were, But I walked away If only I knew what I know today Ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside But I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'Cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, ooh Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, oh If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been away Ooh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself.. By hurting you left her thoughts ♥ 10:29:00 PM
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